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Again, I was trying VERY VERY VERY hard not to post anything regarding this nonsensical twitter war but I just can't. ^_^ Before I start my rant, I would like to say sorry if I were to spew out foul words or inappropriate language and yeah I'm willing to accept some warning points. I just want to speak out whatever that's on my mind for these past few days and I'll be glad if I can get all these rubbish off my chest.

Are you angry? Confused? Disappointed? Speechless? Clueless? Don't worry, I am too and I'm sure a lot of Queen's are sharing the same feeling. When you woke up on the 30th, you couldn't believe your eyes when you saw the headlines that Hwayoung will be "kicked" out from T-ara? Yes, I couldn't believe it either. As I reminisced back what I thought the announcement will be i.e KKS getting married to Qri, Soyeon/Qri/Boram getting married, Ji and Hwa doing subunits or Qri being the leader, I can't help but laugh at myself for my idiocy, stupidity and naivety. So much for being positive thinking and this is what I get from the person who claimed that he has the Midas touch or whatsoever, the brilliant KKS.

So after reading that freaking "announcement" and all the obvious rubbish evidence, I was thinking whose side should I take? Hwayoung? T-ara? or should I believe in whatever sh!t that was given by KKS/CCM? I don't know. But trust whoever you wanna believe in. I know I am in no place to say this as I've known T-ara for only about 6 months while some of you followed them since debut. Yes, call me bias, call me delusional and call me a stupid fan but I believe in T-ara. I'm not saying that T-ara is not at fault and are completely innocent but till now, I have no idea how the bullying issue started with a small harmless (at least for me) tweet and ended up in a term called bullying. What is bullying then? Does tweeting something as an encouragement/advice (at least for me it is) amounts to bullying? I don't know.

Before I get some hate for my comments, I'm not going to say whose fault it is as I will never ever know the truth behind what's going on. Blame it on Hwayoung, blame it on KKS or blame it on T-ara itself, it's all up to you. What I wanted to say is I am very confused and a little bit disappointed. What happened to those laughter, those hugging and those smiles when T-ara was with Hwayoung? Were those interactions purely for entertainment purpose? Were they really faking those moments together? Did Jiyeon mean it when she was "insulting" Hwayoung in SLT? Whatever it is, I can conclude that all of them deserve the award for Best Actress and Best Supporting Actresses.

It's no doubt that all these have taken its toll on T-ara and its members especially EunJiMin. Things will never ever be the same again. It's such a pity. In a blink of an eye, the tears, sweat and blood for the past 3 years just went down the drain. People start giving you malicious comments which pierced your heart even as a fan. If I as a casual fan (crazy will be more appropriate) feel the hurt from these comments, I can't even imagine how would it feel to be the person receiving them. I hope that T-ara and Hwayoung will be strong enough to overcome this unfortunate event and I hope that they won't do anything stupid.

I am still blinded by the "fact" that T-ara did not bully Hwayoung. Shoved me with some blatant evidence and I still wouldn't believe it. I like T-ara for their music and I love T-ara for the members. I will always do. Thank you for reading and I shall end my rant here. Feel free to post your rant, I like to read essays.

If anyone of you would like to sell their T-ara collections, feel free to PM me. I'll consider the price. Please don't burn those cds cause you will be contributing to the addition of greenhouse gases in the air. :D T-ara love.

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I agree with you completely. Three years of dedication down the drain because of haters gathering up the smallest bits of nonsense and blowing it out of proportion. Even if T-ara ends up having to split I will definitely still support the accused members in whatever they do.

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I was hoping it will be of Hyomin and Eunjung getting engaged. Jokes aside, I concur with you, not completely but 80-90% of it. I haven't been a fan that long either (6+ months and counting) and then again, I have never been so invested in a girl group/band/whatever you want to call it ever. I'm frustrated, annoyed, baffled etc. On one hand, I am completely flabbergasted at the way KKS is treating Hwayoung. On the flip side, I feel so sorry and bad for the other members. They had slogged this hard, were touted to solidify themselves as a top tier group and this happens. The fanclub, the fancafe, their first Korea solo concert, all the practices, sacrifices (eg. not seeing her dad in 5 years - Eunjung) has come to naught. If they were guilty, yes this is their karma but what if they aren't? Where is the justice for them? Wishing harm on them, boycotting them, death threats etc? Extreme much?

Then there are the fans that have been following them since debut but have turned into antis after this. So they were supporting their beloved T-ara then, professing their undying and unwavering support for them but now believe that everything that they portrayed was a farce. That they are complete fakes. Really?

Wow this was way too emotional and fragmented, I must be more drunk or tired than I thought.

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Controversy is the killer of many skilled/talented celebrities. It just sucks to happen to my first love of T-ARA. All I know is that this is going to hurt everyone because the higher ups did not know how to manage the situation. Now their success is going to be ridiculed even though T-ARA worked through hell and back to achieve this status.

SIGH. I guess if you are not 100% pure don't even try the idol industry. Ridiculous standards companies/fans put on those idols. Ridiculous.

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